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Saturday
October 2007

Nervous breakdown.

Saturday night. Half asleep, I keep walking, creeping like a crawling, wandering in this appartment, that empty space which should be mine for a while. I feel so bad, away from home. Three glasses of the beloved Muscat, two Xanax pills as a side dish. Explosive mixture. I got tears as drops of water on my face, and the waterfall just increase as my phone remains desperatly silent. It worstens when I listen to the Kings of Convenience. Homesick, they sing. I try, effortlessly, to write down translated phrases from Ballet Shoes. I really do have the horrid impression that the world is totally scrambling, collapsing, above, around, below, me.

What was supposed to be the best experience in a lifetime turns out to be the worst.

Respirato da Mélisande at 10:01 PM

Traces.

Why not leave that Xanax alone ?

Soffiato da G. Cingal on October 21, 2007 09:22 AM

Well, i will trye to send you good vibrations from here to make you happy again ... ( Ce n'est qu'une mauvaise passe ) on en a tous ... Que la semaine qui vient te soit bonne ...

Soffiato da utamaro on October 21, 2007 03:32 PM

- Guillaume : Truth to be told, I take less Xanax pills than in France. But sometimes, I really need something, just to avoid panic attack and hard times.

- Utamaro : Thank you for the good vibes, hope it will help.

Soffiato da Mélis. [pas chez elle] on October 21, 2007 08:48 PM

Sorry for reduplication !

Best,

Soffiato da G. Cingal on October 21, 2007 11:55 PM

Oui mais non !
(pour le contenu)
(et pour l'anglais)

Soffiato da Lola-Valérie on October 23, 2007 07:28 AM

(remarque vu que moi-même je me retiens de parsemer mes posts de petites phrases de mon mauvais russe, ou de bribes d'estonien encore plus pathétique, je peux pas trop te dire de pas écrire anglais)

Soffiato da Lola-Valérie on October 23, 2007 07:30 AM

- Lola-Valérie : D'accord, je l'admets, prendre autant de Xanax, et boire autant de Muscat après, c'était pas ce qu'il y'a de plus judicieux.
(oui, mais des fois, c'est dur)

(et encore, moi, j'me retiens de ne pas écrire en catalan et en italien - mais je ferais en version bilingue la prochaine fois)

Soffiato da Mélis. on October 23, 2007 11:40 AM

C'était un texte très senti bien écrit. (mais je ne veux pas vous encourager au dopage)

Soffiato da GC on October 24, 2007 01:47 AM

- Guillaume : Merci. :-)

Soffiato da Mélis. on October 24, 2007 02:24 PM